Follow me down, down, down ’til you see all my dreams. Not everything in this magical world is quite what it seems… ♫
19 Jun 2011 Leave a Comment
in Life
It’s been over a year I believe since I last wrote an entry.
There are posts on here from when I was in grade 7! I can’t believe how much time has passed. I’m now a couple months away from grade 10. I would like to say a lot has changed, but in reality it’s not that much. I mean, I started (and survived) my first year of high school with minor cuts and bruises. Which, in itself is the problem. Nothing exciting happened to me. I mean, I have learned to become more independant, and live life on my own without playing follow the leader. I’ve made my own friends, and gained confidence to be able to talk to people that I don’t already know. High school is a good place. I mean, you can do so many different things and it’s all your choice. Ovbiously this means there is more opportunities for you to make the wrong choices, but I’m not like that. There is a bit of a blockage between me and the *party life* you could say, but what’s so great about it? I like just spending time with my buds being dumbasses.This doesn’t need alcohol or weed. Well, what else. I mean, at the start of the year there was like no friend drama. There was the Blair thing, and quite a bit of drama spawned from that. But writing all this down now, I really just don’t care. I mean, its quite freeing actually.
If you spend your time worrying about what’s happening in everybody else’s life than you forget to live your own. Fuck it. Do what you want to do. Support your friends in what they want to do, but don’t try to change it.
I’ll keep blogging I think. If I was to re-cap everything,this post would be hella-long, so I’ll just update with what’s happening now. I spent the night at my friend’s house..had a ballin party in a bus…(the “loveshack”..) it was pretty steamy. Loosy was clearly getting mad that I was there, but I was just thinking, screw this. I don’t need your bullshit. I’m enjoying myself with my friends and just because you aren’t doesn’t mean you have to take it out on me.
I’ve developed a strong love for dubstep <3 It makes my head throb with delight…lol…But yeah. It’s summer…so…bye… I’ll post soon.
