Wake up on your own, and look around you cause you’re not alone; release your high hopes and they’ll survive;; Cause this is the future and you are alive<3
09 Jan 2010 Leave a Comment
in Life Tags: friends, happy, high school, light, magazine, shopping
SO,,
good moods all around, I’d say. Yes. Shush. I know, my entries are becoming fewer and farther between, but that’s partly Sim’s fault. She stopped all together. I remember when it was the most important thing in the world. weird how life changes like that. Actually, not at all.
Anyways, to the future me ( the only person that will most likely read this) I have some preety big news. Now, I’m going into this very cautiously… because it’s one of those things that you have to see or hear from authority to believe. But, here goes.
According to Loosy…she’s staying another year.
WUT!?
I know. It’s kind of crazy. I take it with a grain of salt for a reason you see. she says it’s fo sho happening, but..eh. I guess I spent so much of my time thinking about how she won’t be here, I thought it just be teasing myself with what I can’t have if I thought about her staying. But…lo and behold…the unimaginable seems to be happening. Well, Ideally I’d prefer her to stay for all of high school. then things would be easy, But yeah. she’ll be moving eventually. Maybe it’ll be even harder after grade 9 then. who knows. I just am so anxious to see how next year goes. But, my problem with high school is definitely going to get in the way. I can already tell. I really don’t want to get into drugs and alcohol. How to make friends when everyone is into partying and that sorts?Holy fartknocker I sound foreign there, haha. But I started talking to this girl ( THAT WILL PROBABLY BE IN MOST OF MY CLASSES JUST FOR MY LUCK) who can’t wait to party and all that…and by mistake I kinda preached my thoughts on why it’s bad to drink and shiiite. And well she got all huffy and puffy, and we’re just kinda not on good terms I guess. so yeah, fml. I hate our high school. filled with just Miss slutty druggie drink-a lots .HEHE. Maybe I’ll be friends with those few girls who seem good. I hope. I hope I stay friends with simi. she’s a little more wild than me in that area. I don’t want it to separate us though. haha, we were saying we are just gonna make loosy make us a bunch of friends for when she leaves, so we’re all set. (jk if Loosy ever reads this!)
Tomorrow we are going shopiing in DA PEG! Will be fun. ‘cept they have their cellular devices while Misses Moi does not. I actually have invested a billion hours into looking up cellphones, It got out of hand. I started setting my bar too high. Then, I realized I just wanted to text ma buds..so I don’t need to care about the screen resolution after all….haha.
Oh, right. It was my birthday. In all my blog entries I’ve been [insert age]. but now I’m a year older, so it’s a bit diff. I’ve gotta say though, my previous age kicked butt in blog entries so far…like holayy. We used to be really into it. My b-day was veryy good. School was fun that day because you just feel all special, y’know? haha. And the Olympic Torch happened to cross by our city that night, so we got to see a torch getting lit and all that, pretty neat. Made me feel all Canadian and such. 
:)
I got everything I wanted, well so far. I just need a damn cellphone. Then I’m set. Well, if it was my b-day that can only mean another thing: NEW YEAR! 2010! HOLY! It’s crazy. 2010. feels so…futuristic. I liked being able to say “oh-nine” but now it’s like “…ten.” so odd. So I guess the new thing is “twenty-10″ which is kinda fun to say. I feel like I can almost sit back and STOP DWELLING now that Loosy says she’s here for another year. I mean c’mon, if I look back, I probably mention her leaving like at least every third entry. I’ve never felt so..unstressed. I just hope High school doesn’t become tough ( social wise, but school too!) Like, you almost forget what your there for… WORK. and then after that actually work. That sucks. But I just hope I get a really fun, awesome job that involves writing, but being able to put your spin on it. Like I don’t want to just deliver an article solely for the facts, because that’s so plain. Writing for a women’s/teen’s magazine would be fun. I’d really like that. But if I ever got to do that. I deff. have to move away, which the idea scares me. I don’t want to move away from my family. OMG. now I’m feeling all stressed again. That’s a worry for another time. I have to stop looking so far ahead. I should just sit back, relax, and chill.
and by that, I mean, shopping with SBS
’til I find something else to stress over,
Brii
:)
